Okay, so I know I've been pissy lately. My days have been nothing short of an emotional roller coaster the past several weeks and I am aware of this.
I feel that I need to acknowledge these moods and kind of give you a run down of why I've been in a bad mood, in the off chance that I've offended anyone or made them mad.
The top reasons Kelly is a bitch right now.
1. My son is gone! That's reason alone to be pissed off and hate the world, and I have to deal with this for another month. I'm just not me without him. I wake up to him, my day revolves around him, I go to bed after making sure he is safe another night. I tuck him in every single night. I watch as Cooper goes to his bed and jumps up to get a good night hug. I will NOT be okay until he is home. I do NOT apologize for that. Suck it if it annoys you.
2. I have PCOS. My hormones are out of friggin WHACK dude. I have no idea if I want to hug you or Chuck Norris your face with my foot. I'm pretty unstable as far as my emotions go. I mean, I go an entire YEAR without having a period and then I bleed for 3 months straight. My iron levels are low, I'm dizzy, my boobs hurt constantly, I have zero energy, I have headaches all the time and I just want some muhhfuggin chocolate. Every day. OKAY?
3. I am heavily medicated. Mainly due to reason number 2, but I also have anxiety. My heart dances in my chest and I have no idea if I'm normal or not, if I'm healthy or not, if I'm going to have a heart attack or not. I can't walk at a fast pace more than 15 feet because it feels like my chest will cave in. And I have no idea why. I'm a little freaked out. Reason numero uno for my anxiety.
4. Without going too much into detail, I have to deal with a certain group of idiots on a daily basis. Those who know me well know the situation, but I swear if I have to see one more person say I should have dealt with things differently than I did I am going to go all Teresa Giudice and flip some tables. You have NOOO idea what I've been thru, where I came from or what I have had to do to get to where I am. It puts me in a bad mood when I have to deal with kids playing grown up, I don't need your ignorance on top of it.
5. Last but not least, I'm HUMAN. I have bad days, I have bad moments, I need to get it off my chest and I'm alone a lot. *shrug* The only advice I have for you is if you don't like it, unfriend me. It's a simple solution to a non-issue. I'm sorry that our friendship wasn't strong enough for you to overlook my moment of weakness.
Now where's my chocolate?
